the cause is gone, the effect all that remains

I just spent way too much time reading through ancient journal entries on a bunch of my old blogs I thought for sure had been eaten by the internet. Turns out Blogger still exists, and is owned by Google, and at some point I updated my email to the one I’m still using, so all these old as fuck pages are still kicking around. The really old stuff, from 2002-2003, was likely using a theme that’s not compatible with modern Blogger, so while I can access the content from the back end, the front facing blog is blank. This is for the best. Even the slightly newer stuff (2006-2007) is full of things no one needs to see ever again. Thankfully, I was appropriately vague at the time, so it’s not likely to make sense to anyone, if it’s even findable.

I don’t really have a point here, I was just already having a weird week, and then read a bunch of writing from 15-20 years ago (christ I’m old), so now I’m all discombobulated.

Also realizing I haven’t posted on here about actual baking or crafting in forever. I’ve been working on a bunch of holiday knit gifts the past while, which I’ll try to remember to take photos of once they’re all finished and blocked. Perhaps a show and tell, once they’ve been delivered to their new homes? Will the ADHD goblin allow me to remember this in a month?? ONLY TIME WILL TELL.

On a related note, in a few of the old journal entries I mentioned having a ton of trouble concentrating, and wondered aloud if there was a reason for it, or if I was actually just lazy. Jaq from 20 years ago, if you’ve somehow stumbled upon a temporal anomaly while cruising AOL: you’re not lazy, you have ADHD. Ask Jeeves about it or something.

In the meantime, some nature:

And now, for the epilogue of this not-a-story: I must have summoned the ADHD goblin. I just spilled soup all over my laptop, because I was eating OVER it and trying to type at the same time. Well done.

Lots of love for all, especially my fellow goblin-havers.

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